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I found hope with you!!

            I have found hope in many people. But first is with God, our almighty father, I’m so thankful for what God had given me. Whenever I’m down and weak he was always there to guide me and to lift me up. For giving up the pain and trials to never give up on it and to have hope.

God put a certain person in my life to guide and help me. I found hope in my special someone and my friends. Because whenever I’m down and weak they are the one who help me up to settle my problems and to help my difficulties in life. I found new hope on them to go straight forward and to set aside the problems. They are the one that makes me happy and makes my day complete. Because as what you’ve known I am a jolly and friendly person in the outside but deep inside I’m very weak that to the extent to give up on in. but through the help of God they give me new hope to fulfill my dreams came through.

Based on what you had read I did not include my parents, relatives and my whole family. Because they are the one that pull me down, they are the one that give me problems. Because all they do is they prefer to listen to other people. They always see all the wrong things I’ve done, instead I prefer to do bad than to do good because they can directly sees the bad one than the other. But before my mother is my only hope but later on she is like them that did not even understand me. Huh!!! I wanna go die!!! Joke!!!

Whatever the outcome of it, it is one of God’s plans that we must not surrender, go straight and have hope in it. Because there are also people that are always there to understand and to guide me. And I’m very thankful for the things that God given me. To my friends, my special some and to those people that help me in to have hope to reach my dreams come true. Thank you very very much! All I can say is I have found hope in you!

God is good all the time!

           Each one of us are equally created by God. He gives us everything, the good and bad one. But the main question is do we really know who we are? And what’s behind us. Right?

      But whatever it is there’s a dark side inside of us. We can’t decline or refuse to it that its part of our self. To tell you frankly I do not know the worst side of me, and it’s not easy to tell it because of I’m afraid being judge by many people.

      To tell you frankly I’m a person that sometimes I don’t know my limitation and I don’t know how to control it.

The worst side of me is im a person that can be sulky, devious, moody, and inclined to self-pity. I respond foremost to the urges and dictates of my feelings. One of the interesting contradictions in me is that I am prone to a sense of personal inferiority on one hand, and on the other I believe, my opinions and behaviour is to be impeccable, and beyond question or criticism. By nature, I’m very giving and selfless, it’s because I need to be aware of falling into the role of martyr in certain situations.

      My Main negative trait is that I’m Self pity, moody, clinging, manipulative, Changeable and moody Overemotional and touchy Clinging and unable to let go, overly-emotional and mostly I’m an insecure person.

      But whatever the outcome is, I’m thankful for knowing the wrong things in me. So that I can change it, for those people behind me help me up and I need your guidance. Despite of my negative aspects on the other hand I’m good, caring person and many more. Whhheee….. for the things deep inside me lets thank God for giving it to us because its part of our lives journey in becoming a mature individual to know whether it is right nor wrong.